Anna: There’s Something Wrong with the Sunlight

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5–7 minutes

There was some­thing wrong with the sun­light when Jon pushed the shad­ed glass door of his office at Budangler and Shuld open and stepped into the lot. It was orange, hazy, dif­fuse, cre­at­ing the illu­sion of grit across the lens of the pho­tog­ra­ph­er behind his eyes, and the heat was a blast fur­nace that mat­ted his hair into new sweat bead­ing on his cheeks as he winced into the sun­set shim­mer obscur­ing the shapes that had been a shrub­bery wall when he had arrived this morning.

Josey, the lean brunette that sat at the admis­sions desk to the old law firm had been miss­ing from her seat when Jon stopped by to chat her up on his way out and he turned to see if she had, by any chance, returned that he might inquire about this odd change in the weath­er.  Jon had had his eye on Josey since Margery had left him with the baby and he made an excuse every evening to engage in some bit of con­ver­sa­tion with her, but this was dif­fer­ent. Something was wrong with the sun­light. He could feel it.

“Josey! Hey Josey! You back there?!” Jon’s voice echoed through the glass and mar­ble entry­way of the antique high-rise.

He turned from the door and start­ed back to the operator’s desk nes­tled in the mahogany alcove pre­ced­ing the ele­va­tors, the heels of his shoes clack­ing echoes into the empti­ness of the entry­way. The air was unusu­al­ly still, his breath thick and sticky in his throat. Sweat sur­prised him as it cooly trick­led over the crest of his nose and pooled into a droplet that hung between the curve of his nos­tril and the cor­ner of his lip.

“Hey Josey!” Uneasy silence fol­lowed the echo of his words back to his ear.

Jon stopped at the front desk. Josey’s purse sat com­mon­ly in its nook beneath the phone cad­dy. Her black pen, the one with the blue fluer-de-lis pat­tern that Jack had bought her the pre­vi­ous Christmas, lay across the desk cal­en­dar mid­way through a note on the Thirteenth that read only “Dinner: Margolis: Operations assess­ment wi” and there it stopped, the idea trun­cat­ed by the absence of fur­ther text.  There was a crunch under his foot as Jon stepped for­ward to see if her car keys were in the draw­er. Josey’s com­pact lay on the hard plas­tic chair-mat beneath her desk, its mir­ror now shat­tered and smudged with the blush that smeared across the heel of Jon’s shoe.

Quickening his pace, Jon hur­ried to the ele­va­tor.  He had just left a meet­ing with Don, whose office was in 308, on the Spelldinger case and though the ghosts of their scream­ing match still rever­ber­at­ed through his head he need­ed to ask if Don knew any­thing about where Josey might have gone.  He ham­mered the “up” arrow and wait­ed. Sweat start­ed to drip from his chin and pooled at the stiff col­lar of his white dress shirt, so he loos­ened his tie and pulled the top open. He tapped his anx­ious toe and wait­ed. Running his fin­gers through the mid-length crop of blond hair Jon cast a glance over his shoul­der to see that strange yel­low orange sun­light bleed­ing through the shad­ed glass front of the build­ings entrance, it’s hazy illu­mi­na­tion through the stale air reflect­ing off the brass front of the ele­va­tor enclo­sure where no lights shone back to indi­cate on which floor the lift was located.

Jon’s breath stopped. There were no lights.  No lights on the up and down arrows.  No lights on the floor indi­ca­tors, all dark plas­tic baubles where elec­tric­i­ty should have shown the truth. No lights.

He ran the emp­ty cor­ri­dor to the stair­well, his foot­steps a clam­orous invad­er to the hush. Jon took the steps three at a time, pant­i­ng up to the third floor.  Shouldering the door out of the stair­well he not­ed . . . there was no music.  There was sup­posed to be music in the stair­well.  The stair­well always had that same brain-numb­ing non-music as the ele­va­tors.  The music was gone.

Don Granfell was a despi­ca­ble man. Abusive, uncar­ing, bel­liger­ent, unlike­able in any way, which is why he nev­er appeared in court, but instead attacked plain­tiffs and their lawyers over the phone, all day, every­day.  Jon espe­cial­ly hat­ed the man for what he had said when Margery disappeared.

“Get over it,” he had said before spit­ting a wad of gum into the fin­ger­nails in his ashtray.

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But much as Jon hat­ed him they had worked togeth­er for years in sym­bi­ot­ic ani­mos­i­ty and Jon knew for cer­tain that Don should have been in his office, in room 308, yelling at some­body involved in the Spelldinger case.  He didn’t take breaks.  He didn’t go to the bath­room.  He just came in, screamed at peo­ple over the phone all day, then went home. 

But he wasn’t there.  Don’s half fin­ished eighth cup of cof­fee lay on its side bleed­ing its dark elixir over the cal­en­dar on his desk.  A red bill cap lay crushed flat, upside down on his key­board and the screen of his com­put­er showed noth­ing but the traces of a cur­sor rac­ing back and forth across emp­ty pages where the hat per­ma­nent­ly depressed the space bar.  A half-chewed piece of Hubba-Bubba bub­ble gum was depressed into a pile of fin­ger­nail clip­pings in the ash­tray Don used for the cig­ars he wasn’t allowed to smoke in the build­ing, but did any­way.  The receiv­er for Don’s desk phone lay dan­gling over the arm of his chair, where it swung noise­less­ly across slats of ochre light fil­ter­ing in from the half-open blinds. 

As Jon stood look­ing a low bat­tery mes­sage on Don’s LCD flat pan­el mon­i­tor blinked and the sys­tem shut down. He was just turn­ing to leave when he saw some­thing shiny and black dart toward him across the floor.  The object spun, then flipped, flipped, and flipped again.  It was Don’s left shoe and it came to rest right side up, sole on the car­pet­ed floor a foot from where Jon stood.

Raphael Diaz’ office in 205 was emp­ty as well.  So was Janet Krane’s, Bill Dowry’s, Amy Santero’s, Jimmy Ellison’s, Butch “Bud” Budangler’s, and Nancy Shuld’s, and when Jon made it back to the tall glass door of the front of the build­ing his ter­ror was con­firmed because all their cars were still there, shim­mer­ing as waves of heat undu­lat­ed through the sick orange vapor that had become the environment.


This was part one of a two-part sto­ry. The con­clu­sion will appear next week. Be sure to check back. 

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