The averÂage first frost in our area is October 15 by offiÂcial records, although I have noticed in my last decade in Kentucky that our first fall frost has typÂiÂcalÂly been closÂer to the end of the month. This year, the first frost came earÂliÂer than averÂage, and I’ve scramÂbled to help my stuÂdents at Berea College comÂplete their plant colÂlecÂtions and preÂpare for their weed idenÂtiÂfiÂcaÂtion exam. It’s the only exam I schedÂule based on the weathÂer, rather than on my abilÂiÂty to comÂplete teachÂing conÂtent in a cerÂtain numÂber of class days.
Preparing for frost in my garÂden means cutÂting zinÂnias to enjoy in jars, cutÂting basil to freeze in oil for pesto, and pickÂing green tomaÂtoes for more skilled cooks than me to make into fried green tomaÂtoes. After the frost, it’s time to pull the tomaÂto plants and cut frost-bitÂten perenÂniÂal flowÂers back, to re-seed bare patchÂes in the lawn from where our chickÂens have grazed and our dogs have dug in lookÂing for grubs. Soon, when the fall rains finalÂly come, it will be time to plant young trees.
I someÂtimes wonÂder at the fact that garÂdenÂing is genÂerÂalÂly conÂsidÂered to be a relaxÂing activÂiÂty. We know from research that garÂdenÂing is healthy for peoÂple. From it, we gain a sense of purÂpose and useÂfulÂness, conÂnecÂtions to the Earth and to our neighÂbors, food and flowÂers, and shade and scents.
At the same time, to love a garÂden is to have a whole othÂer array of life to worÂry over. Will the seeds sprout? Is the soil rich enough? Will it rain soon? Will it finalÂly stop rainÂing? Like Mary Oliver, I worÂry about the world, and about my worÂthiÂness and abilÂiÂty to do and be enough, and then find myself out in the garÂden again, singing to myself and smilÂing at a bloom, a snake, a new leaf, a bird, or a prayÂing manÂtis. The world, and my garÂden, keep lurÂing me away from my worÂries into fresh joy.
I have spent this sumÂmer waterÂing flowÂers, vegÂetaÂbles, and young trees — and wishÂing for more rain than we’ve gotÂten, and wishÂing the rains we had were more modÂerÂate for our neighÂbors to the southÂeast. I watch bees and hope they’re findÂing what they need; I check countÂless milkÂweed plants for monarch caterÂpilÂlars; I rejoice when I watch the butÂterÂflies lilt and float between plants and sky. This fall, when it finalÂly rains, I’ll watch new lawn grassÂes sprout, and I’ll peruse garÂden catÂaÂlogs, fanÂtaÂsizÂing about the joys — and worÂries — that begin again next spring.

